Home Alone

Home Alone

When I am still 5 years old or I still sat in second grade of Elementary school, my parents left me alone at home when I came back home from school. . I go back to home with my mother’s friend every day. It is happened because my mother and my father still in their office and they can come back to home on 3 pm. So every day I must wait for them for about 4 hours alone at home. Because every day, I am home at 11 am. After I arrived I home I change my uniform with my house clothes and wash my hand and foot. And then I take my lunch that have prepared by my mother in the morning. Because there is no television in my house, so I chose to did my homework directly after I have lunch. And then I take a rest at around 2 hours in the afternoon until my parents arrived at home again.

In the first day I was so afraid. Because my neighborhood was so quiet and rare car, motor cycle, or person pass through in front of my home. But, my lucky is in front of my home is a glass   factory so I still can hear sound of machine there and sometime the pickup car enter and exit the factory. And something that makes me afraid again is guest that I don’t know who is he or she. Maybe they just asked for money for help mosque building repair or for another thing. If the guest came to my home, I just saw them from a small window in my home and keep silent until they went away from my house. When this moment came my heart beats became faster and if the person not left my home fast I always call my mother by cell phone and tell what happened in the home now. But I am still hide myself in order to they don’t know if there is person in this home. And things that can support it were because all of the windows and doors in my home were closed.

Then I was so happy if my parents arrived at home and sometimes they gave me a cake or a new thing I wanted because of my braveness. And my loneliness in my home was stopped when I am in the fourth grader because I have a new little brother named Glenn and there is a servant that helps for kept my brother when my parents go to their office.

And for now I learn from my experience, if I still in the second grade of Elementary school I brave to face my afraid that become my problem at that time, why I should afraid to face something that become my problem now? If I still afraid with it its mean that I am not became adult for my mind set.  I don’t want it happen to me now. So girl be brave to face what is your problem now and believe that God always beside you. God bless us.

Spirit for reach our dreams guys !